I had to see what the fuss was all about.

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Psych. It's my livejournal! I love the craptastic look of this Blogger, but it's the "moods" of livejournal that attract me away.
Sorry dudes of Blogger!

UGH!

julesvp: well
julesvp: matt made me think a little bit
julesvp: so i decided to look for the stars
julesvp: i turned off all the lights
julesvp: and looked out the window
julesvp: and when i went back to turn on the light, i crashed really hard into the bottom drawer/chair, and fell on my face
julesvp: and it HURT

Why am I such a klutz?! I try to do these spiritual things and then it gets horribly screwed up.

I feel like I'm on duty wayyy too much. Office and room duty yesterday and today. Bitch bitch bitch. Thank goodness Abby is coming over tonight. Also, Mattie might be able to fix my computer, which has utterly died.

Got an apology letter from the dork I wrote up in December. It was infuriating and hilarious to read. He said he "was wrong for yelling at [me] and calling [me] profane names." Harrumph.

Hung out with Longview people again. One of my favorite residents is now in a nursing home. She wasn't eating well, I think, and got sick. I miss her, and more and more I don't want things to change. Sure, I've moved a million times in my life without getting TOO crazy, and I'm normally a restless person who can't wait to graduate and experience new things... but I also need to appreciate these years. I'm only going to be young and bright-eyed for a little bit longer.

Perhaps I should take above advice and ask out boy # 00043b (as dubbed by Wyse). A relationship isn't critical or even desired, but I feel that I should just go for things I want. You know?

P.S. Hey, cool, I was in The Ithacan... click on "Generation Dean?" That makes three times this semester!! : D

P.P.S. PIRG emailed me today, offering me the chance to apply for a leadership position. I had seriously been considering it last year, and it'd be sooo awesome to room with the kids in Portland and work my tailbone off this summer for environmental and civil liberties issues. God, I have sooo many AMAZING memories with OSPIRG, and their parties were always the best. ;) ... But I also NEED to see my grandmother and family in China. Also, not very likely, but I might get the position interning for my congressman, David Wu. UGH. I wish I could rewind time and just go through a million summers. There are so many things I want to do.

Oh lordy, how smart is this? I just left my WALLET in the dining hall. Good grief, I suck.

But I'm in such a good mood it doesn't matter. Today was an EMPOWERING day (yes, despite my jack-ass-ness). I can now bartend at catering events. I went to a feminist meeting. And I went to rugby, which was awesome!!

San Francisco takes the lead on civil rights again ! This is a link to pictures of San Francisco giving out marriage licenses to same-sex couples, in defiance of federal and state laws. That's sooo awesome. Check out the old ladies on the bottom and give out a collective "awww."

Anyways, I had a pretty bad night. Meetings STRAIGHT from 7PM-1AM -- I am not even joking a bit. And when I got back to my room, I couldn't find my keys! I called public safety, aka Ben. On his way up to my building, he kept bitching, "Why didn't they just call JULIE?!" And when he saw it was me he told me he hated me, and insulted the cleanliness of my room. Then, even though I had had dinner, I found no better way to console myself then to eat instant noodles, two chocolate bars, and an orange. AHHHH. Sign of stress? Mayhaps. Anyways, I found the keys in the library, so it's ALL GOOD NOW. ::breathes::

Hay Ya! Charlie Brown and his friends dancing to that Poloroid song!! I am honestly obsessed with this right now.

Anyways, had an OK weekend. I <3 my friends. And I <3 my invisible boyfriend. SO THERE.

Now I have an empty bottle of wine in my room, and I'm wondering how I can get this down three flights of stairs and recycle it without anyone seeing the RA with alcohol... hmmmm... Hahaha